I was furious with rage yesterday, which was why I didn’t write. Since the past few days, every single night I have been dreaming about him, we have long conversations about why is it that he left and that is partly driving me crazy because I seem to remember most of them and I start getting angry thinking about it, the hurt and pain is a separate thing all together.
Anyhow since my childhood, I have been very famous for my rage. If there is a definition for being short tempered then it’s me. Pa would tell Ma to put the cooker on my head when I would get angry so that the rice would cook faster since I’m hot headed 😛 😀 And when I get angry, I stop talking, completely cut off from people because I know that one wrong word and I spew venom.
Which is what I did yesterday and a few beneficial ways in which I spent my time are:
Sleep: There is a very popular and true saying that a long sleep and a good laugh are the best remedies to any problem J And I followed it rigorously by waking up in the afternoon 😛
Television: I started watching game of thrones 3 days back and I’m addicted to it! Also mentally kicking myself as to why I never watched it earlier. I finished two entire seasons yesterday and started the 3rd season too! 😀 Still sad as to why they killed Ned Starke 😥
Cook: Strangely I find cooking to be calming and relaxing. With some good music in the background and recipes from Tarla Dalal, it is my definition of chilling out! 😀
Books: This has to be the remedy to vouch for since it was one of the coldest days yesterday at Hyderabad, I curled in a corner under a quilt with a hot cup of coffee (I make the best coffee-self proclamation! 😛 )but couldn’t do much reading since the words started dancing in my head because of my anger and I couldn’t concentrate additionally Game of thrones was enforcing its magnetic pull on me 😛
Eat: This doesn’t need any explanation 😛 😀 I had an absolutely delicious chocolate pastry and a five star and I’m not going to crib about my diet going right out of the window because I’m pretty sure that it can only stay out of the window 😀
Music: If there is one man who can set my mood when I feel low, its undoubtedly Arijit Singh, his amazing silk like voice that melts like chocolate is music to my soul, that is apart from SRK’s rendition of a poem from a movie of his, and this would probably trump everything else, chocolates included 😀
I have included the links for the same as Jann Kalyan Seva (roughly translates to – for public benefit) 😀
And I feel good staying away from people, from the internet, from my phone. Sometimes all you need is maybe a bit of peace to gather your thoughts and make you feel sane again..